Wednesday, March 21, 2007

chitthiram..

Its pouring so heavily..Arjun was waiting at the lobby staring at the rain.. Then came huge black car with black tint.. Arjun rushed into the car to avoid the rain and slammed the door. Slowly the car exited from Ampang Puteri and in car Arjun just looking at the medical report that he is holding with his hand..his feelings were all mixed up.. he jus cant decide if he is angry..upset or sad ..he was reading through line by line..then it reads "
Diagnosed: Brain Tumor"..damn..daMN..DAMN!!..thats the only word running in Arjun's mind. Appu turned and asked " yes sir..anything? you looked disturbed. Is everything ok?".." no no nothing jus drive.." said Arjun and looked back at the Ampang Puteri's report signed by Dr. Gary Arumugam.
ttit tnniit nttniit.."next we have Burn from Usher only on Hitz.fm mornin crew JJ and Rudy.." Arjun sat on his bed listening to the Usher on the alarm radio.. He just cant stop thinkin bout the medical report that he read.. He took his shower and walked to kitchen to make some breakfast.. Its saturday morning and he checked his PDA if there is any appointments today..Then he knew Appu wont be in today since he is going back to his in-laws place ...Arjun thinking to himself..he just grabbed the keys of his Sylvia and drove out from his apartment to nowhere..the car just went on and on...till he reaches a place..a place where he never been for sometime..about 3 to 4 months..a place where he used to go almost everyday.. Arjun just parked his car and washed his legs.. and went ..there stood the priest greeted him.." ennaya arjun..so long didnt see you? overseas trip again?" Arjun just smiled and shook his head.. after making the rounds he just sat at the end corner of PJ Sithi Vinayagar Alayam..the exact place where he always sits..
" Why do You have to do all this to me? i just cant take it god..i just cant..im breaking down.. how can i be so stupid and blind..you should shown me a sign..how am i to live in this world.. how can i repay to all of wat i have done in this life..answer me..coz i just cant find the answers within me" tears flowed on Arjuns cheek..he jus cluctched his hands and closed his eyes...
leaned the back of his head on the carved pillar of the temple..
his mind flew..far far away....

to be continued......

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